alesa

2007-03-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

damn. thinking it was holiday tomorrow made me rebond my fringe for nothing.
now have to face school. terrible, it shucks to see lecturer coming to you with a pair of scissors.

2007-03-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

stab me directly in my heart, watch me bleed as i lay on your feet.

2007-02-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

this year is the best cny for me.
happy cny to all.

more window shopping ahead..
please restore my pockets with cash.

2007-01-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

please don't push yourself too far and turn to someone fugly.

okay.

school had been great and tiring with more test coming up ahead, gonna be busy.

nice class with nice people

2007-01-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

mates of this class was great, most are friendly and full of humors.
teachers are nice except for some.

bought a number of stuffs recently, save some cash too.

it's quite sad to see certain graduates changing so much, hope they would still be nice after all.

i'm schooling daily now.

no more slacking at home.

2007-01-16T03:16:00.000+08:00

created a background picture and do some changes to the dumb blog (:

i have recovered from chicken.-it's gone!!

going back to school this week.

just got back my straight cut pants from the shop.

not bad, doesn't look so fat now.

boredom ahead.

2007-01-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

it's day7.
soon can go out!!!
finally (:

2007-01-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

SicInside - Shatttered

AS I DIE FOR YOU
THERE WILL BE NO TOMORROW
TAKE AWAY MY LIFE LIVING WITH NO REGRET
YOUVE SEVERED MY HEART DEEPLY
JUST TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
SO EMPTY I CAN NOT LIVE

Inside im breaking down
As i feel inside out
Its like you disappeared
Left me with all this fear

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

LIE DOWN NEXT TO ME FEELING MY PAIN MY SORROW
TAKE YOU ONE LAST GLIMPSE BECAUSE ITLL BE YOUR LAST
YOUVE LOST MY LOVE COMPLETELY
LEFT ME WITH ALL THIS SHAME
YOURE LIES THEYVE ALL DECIEVED ME
PLEASE END THIS PAIN

Inside im breaking down
As i feel inside out
Its like you disappeared
Left me with all this fear

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

And all we had
Has been thrown away
Its all been lost
Shattered into pieces
WHY

THIS ONES ON YOU
ITS TIME TO CHOOSE
IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS ABUSE
THIS ONES ON YOU

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

TASTE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY MOUTH
FEEL THE COLD RUN THROUGH MY HEART
SCREAM YOUR NAME IN MY PAIN
IN THIS LIFE ON SHAME
DIE

:
the lyrics so bloody everywhere.

2007-01-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

no school till 18jan.

so bored lar, digging out everything which i never do before and start working on it.

hopefully by then, i'll be looking forward to school with new shoes and straight cut pants.

2006-12-27T19:50:00.000+08:00

pockets feel so empty these days.
sigh.
I'm in bad shape.
need a temporary job.

2006-12-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

its 8.30am.
cousin called me.
stupid bled so noisy.
promised him yesterday to go cityharvest but in the end never.
so i accept the offer to go.
it's at expo,so far.
we were late, so we met at cityhall and took a cab down to expo.
arrived 30minutes later.
proceeded for the service.
drama was really excellent lar!!
everyone's impression of it was good too.
2hours total.
went to meet his cell group leader.
shook hands (:
thanks diana for taking the trouble to visit me last year even though you were busy.
kay.
then we proceeded to changi airport to have lunch,food prices were cheap and healthy.
then went to relative's house warming.
it's pretty boring there, but manage to speak up.
went home early...
parents...
bored...
what to do...
bo bian...

2006-12-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

nice day,funny with the two guys.
kay.

was late to meet shermaine,sam,her cousin,sherman and jian.
headed to dhoby after meeting them at bishan.
plaza sing we went,chat in train.
reached our destination.
called jaz to come down.
ivan came along too.
jian and sherman didnt followed us to orchard.
met them at far east.
walked around,then later slack around at lido.
two guys are funny.
then jian came back to find us in lido.
walked around again, then they went home.
left jian and me.
so what we did?
slack again,carry-on screaming.
went marina-bay to slack.
scream scream scream.
then its 12am, we took the last train.
first time i went home that late.
sat here (:
its saturday.

lastly, emo-core guys are always weird in different ways.

2006-12-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

long walks, scream with songs, tiring day, exciting and fun,there's just too much.

all this stuffs we did today,

firstly headed to cityhall,penisular plaza.
big thannks!! to jian, tee.silverstein.
brought speaker, plug to mp3, played screamos aloud.
hahaha so funny everyone's reaction.
then slack at esplanade.fews kids came by,luckily never comment about our song.
malays are friendly and nice.
then they buster us.
proceed to orchard as it's 7.
scream scream and more scream la.
went to heeren, walked around orchard,see the lightings,capture pics of it before we went to eat at macs.
ate spicy burger.power la.today got speaker so it's fun.
then walked to far east.
thanks to jian again,owe u this time (:black white strips tee.
majority of the shops at the above level are closed by 9.30pm.
thats early.
then went hyatt hotel toilet.
very clean,very stuffy inside the cubicle.
snap shots of freshly tees.
went marina bay last stop.
slack at the station to strap new black shoe laces to our converse.
headed home.

the devil wears prada: comment,
i love the keyboard sounds,bloodcurdling to kids. screams and vocal are 50-50, similar to haste the day. riffs are kinda common and some parts are nice.
overall: 7/10
don't bother to hear it, if u dislike metal or hardcore.

2006-12-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

woke up at 4pm, laze around for an hour before going to shower.
thanks shermaine for the convinced. i was behind time to meet wilkins at the mrt.
almost lose my balance on the escalator,lucky didn't make such a scene.
then we headed bishan by train to meet lijian.
chat along the way to city-hall.
i'll study harder next year and quickly graduate.
kay, met them; chersy, karen and shermaine.
went 7evelen to get a drink for myself,
met shikin outside 7-11 with her cousins.
whoa, u look so different now. smartly face.
proceed our way to marina square for dinner.
ordered same food as the girls; carrot cake,kway teow mee and hokkien mee.
hahas, didn't know it takes longer time to fry hokkien mee than the rest.
ate our food and carry on walking.
arcade?
so we went there, jian and kins played initial.
after that walked around, took pictures.
girls snapping here and there.
brought the girls to see dxo, okay i will convince them again (:
much walking in esplanade again.
went home.
took retarded pictures in train.
home sweet home.